Sweet Im learning how to sign now, now i can talk to deaf people=)

I cant believe after 2 months going on three you decide to come back all of a sudden because you miss me, because you realized that that guy you left me for was a dick and he wasnt in it for a realtionship all he wanted was sex. I dont know what to think of that my heart says give it another chance but you know what that would be a stupid thing of me to do after you left me to be with this other guy. These are the exact words she tolled me, well of what i can remember. well first i tolled her why did you decide to come back after 2 months hu? her response because i miss you and i love you and chris ( the guy she left me for) all he wanted from me was sex and hes a dick he doesnt treat me nice you were the only guy who treated me like a queen i dont deserve you. I tolled her i can do so much better then you sandy i really can. she says ” act like a slut get treated like one” and right away i say “yup” theres more to the story but its to much to write. Main thing is i dont know what to do i love this girl still after everything she did to me, were all humans were not perfect we all do mistakes i want to be with her but i know i shouldnt all i think about is her having sex with this other guy but you know what? i had sex with other girls too and i tolled her that. i tolled her you need to realize what you want sandy dont be coming back to me just because your lonely im done with that shit! dont fuck around with me anymore id rather have you in my life as a friend then to not have you at all. I know most people say you cant be friends with yours exs but i can prove them wrong ive been in 3 realtionships and im still friends with all my exs and i dont regret it. Sandy knows i fucking hate her and that i wont forgive her for what she did but as of yesterday night were friends.